OGECHI AND I # EPISODE 24

Ogechi and I EPISODE: 24
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Like I said, Ogechi continued; I kept cool and hid my fears
and suspicions. I had been doing that all my life until it
became part of me. So when he asked if I wanted him to help
me relax, I simply replied him with two words; LET’S PRAY.
Again, he joined me in prayers without argument or
hesitation. After we prayed, for some reason I had peace
within me and believed he wasn’t the kind of guy who would
do what I suspected he would do. So I slept off after handing
over myself into the hands of God.
Next day I discovered he didn’t have a place to stay and
invited over to my house to stay with me. I know you’ll be
wondering how I could have done such a thing. I wondered so
myself back then. He turned out to be a good acquaintance
and I became very fond of him. He was supposed to stay with
me for a period of two months but would have ended up
staying with me forever if my brother had not called in to say
he was coming over to my house. I guess I didn’t want him to
go anymore; neither did he want to go. But before then,
things happened.
Initially I tried to starve his eyes of some sight that could
awaken the hulk in him. But I soon got tired of that and lived
freely with him as though he was a girl. Many times I caught
him admiring my body extravagantly when I got careless
with the adjustment of my clothes, but he would sit back as
though such sight had no impact on him. I thought it was
because of his promise to be of good behavior while in my
house, but when two full months passed without any
advances from him despite my unintentional exposure of
some sensitive parts of my body, I got worried. In fact, I felt
bad. I know there are men who can control themselves but
not this much. He made it seem like he was living with a
man in the house and that tempered with my self-esteem.
Not that I had some desires I needed him to gratify, but I had
expected that as a guy living with a girl, he would lose
control of himself one day, not because he was lustful, but
because his eyes had seen too much of my body than he
could resist, then I would call him to order. And if calling him
to order was unsuccessful, well I didn’t really think about
that. I just believed I could do so whenever the pressure was
too much for him to handle. I wouldn’t have been
disappointed at him if he did, because he had already proven
himself to be a respectable guy. So if he ended up making
such advances towards me, it would only be a natural
reaction. And I would have stopped him. So I believed.
But when I wasn’t getting that from him or even getting a
sign that such might occur soon, I felt so bad about myself. I
started thinking that my charms weren’t strong enough to
woo this guy. Note: It wasn’t my plan to woo or seduce him.
I only expected that he would one day lust after me, and want
to have his way with me since he was beholding my body
every day. Instead of curiosity consuming him, he always sat
still and stared. I know some thoughts were definitely
running through him mind, just that he wasn’t acting. I
wonder how he managed to do that.
When he finally moved into his apartment after nearly four
months of staying with me, I went with him so we could
spend some time together before I returned home. At that
point, I had already developed feelings for him. He also had
developed feelings for me but hadn’t spilled out the words
yet, but I knew. There was a heavy down pour that night that
I couldn’t make it home again. Spending the night with him
wasn’t something to be afraid of, neither was my mood of
dressing something to be careful about when with this guy
because it never got to him. After all, he’ll just sit still and
stare without making a move. The most he would do is rain
complements on me until my ear had its fill of complements.
I took off everything I had on me and got a T-shirt from him
to cover my body without any under wears. I then lay
carelessly as usual on the bed as I flipped through the music
library of his laptop for songs to cheer me up when suddenly
he burst out of the bathroom with hot red burning lust in his
eyes while his body vibrated. “BINGO!” I said in my heart. I
thought you were not a man.” Why did it take you this long to
lose it?” I asked in my heart. Or was he trying to be
respectful by not making and advances towards me while in
my house?”
I had been expecting that the day would come when he’ll
want to feel my warmth, and had planned to forbid him when
that day came. Finally, the day came and I just lay on that
bed not knowing if I wanted to stop him or actually wanted
him to go ahead. The more time I wasted trying to figure out
what I wanted, the closer he got to making it happen. My
mind went blank, my heartbeat accelerated, and I got really
soft. All I could do was lay back helplessly on the bed
without making any objections or giving a go ahead. What
good could objections do at that point? Apparently, they guy
had lost it and wasn’t going to try to hold it back. I, on the
other hand was exceedingly happy because he finally fell for
my charms, but I wasn’t sure if I really wanted him to go
ahead with what he was set to do. I just couldn’t stop him
like I thought I would. I guess I shouldn’t have driven him
that crazy.
But then, I was amazed at the outcome of things. As he was
bending downward to lie on me, he suddenly retreated and
lay beside me on the bed. I was confused. Then everything
about him that was out of place gradually returned and he
was normal again. He changed his mind. He wasn’t going to
go through with it again. I was somewhat happy that he
stopped himself. How ironic? When I couldn’t stop him, he
stopped himself. But why? I asked in my heart. Was it
something ugly about me he saw or observed? How was he
able to climb that high and return without a single sweat?
Then it dawned on me that he had resisted me again. He
definitely did! I was dumbfounded. All I could say was; “I’m
proud of you” though I was disappointed. At that point, my
regard for him tripled up. But I wasn’t going to give him any
more chances to resist me. If he actually got to that point
and could still hold himself back, he was definitely going to
do it over and over again if I gave him chances to.
I left his house the next morning pretending to be alright. I
was definitely sad about the whole thing. A pretty girl feels
so good knowing that the guys are falling for her charms
even though she’s not interested in any of them. But when it
seems there’s some guy somewhere who’s not falling for her
charms, it makes her wonder why. Sometimes, she might
even begin to think there’s something about her that isn’t in
place. Those of you ladies can bear me witness to that. That
was exactly the way he made me feel. Even though I wasn’t
ready to let him have me just yet, I wasn’t also ready to be
resisted by him, so I stopped seeing him. I couldn’t believe
myself. I had found the exact kind of guy I always desired.
But then, I stopped us from seeing each other for two
reasons; Firstly, I didn’t want to be resisted by him anymore.
Secondly, I couldn’t resist him anymore. If I had continued
our usual visits and time alone together, soon enough, I
would have ended up being the one to suggest the idea of
commitment and union, the very thing I had kept myself from
doing right from the day he moved into my house. I had
always been a decent girl and wasn’t going to let that go. It
appeared he also wasn’t ready to be anything less than his
name depicts. In case you’re wondering what his name is, he
calls himself Jesusboy. And he says he doesn’t do so for fun.
The good thing about him was that he had mastered his body
and could starve it of its lustful cravings, but I couldn’t say
the same about myself. So the best way out was distance, at
least for a little while until I got a hold of myself again.
Nevertheless, I loved him. In fact, that was when my love for
him was sealed. He didn’t know that. He thought I was angry
with him and didn’t want anything to do with him anymore.
Jeez! I couldn’t believe my ears after I heard Ogechi confess
all that. So that was why she stopped me from seeing her? I
asked myself in bewilderment. And all the while I thought she
was disappointed at me because of my actions that night.
After she narrated the things that went on between her and
me, I got to know her hidden feelings and fears which I had
no knowledge of before now. I bet she wouldn’t have voiced
them out if she knew I was there. “I NEVER KNEW, I NEVER
THOUGHT, I NEVER SUSPECTED THAT OGECHI EVER MADE
ANY EFFORT TO RESIST MY CHARMS. ALL THE WHILE, IT
WAS ALWAYS LIKE SHE NEVER FELT THAT WAY TOWARDS
ME. BUT SHE DID, EVEN MORE THAN I DID TOWARDS HER.
HOW COULD SHE HAVE HIDDEN IT TO A POINT WHERE EVEN
I, WITH MY PSHYCOLOGICAL KNOWHOW COULDN’T
COMPRHEND? THAT QUESTION HAS REMAINED
UNANSWERED TO THIS VERY DAY”

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