*_Letter To My First Love_*
It’s been long
I’ve longed to hold your hand
And hold you closer to my heart
But you are nowhere to be found
There is always a other side of you .
Each time I wished to taste your lips
You devour me with words from the lips,
And sent me shivering like a wet dog
Your words are devious,
That it sent me on my heels .
Each night,I walked a thousand Miles to your abode
But you’ll be nowhere to be found
Only your voice I heard over the thin air
Whispering in low tone why I’d come uninvited.
I cried for your love each day
But you fed me with hatred
You aim for your path
And left me with my part
I was pathetic to cry for you to come back.
Now the memories of the cold nights
We once had,pricks me so wickedly
And my heart roar for your name,
Because I’ve love you like no other
But you took it for granted .
Each day I confessed how great your love is to me
You call me a *Kid*
Who is infatuating
And you implanted a sorrowful smile on my face,
Making me homeless with your fearfully rolled eyes.
I’ve no regrets having you as my first love,
But the only regret I’ve, is you wanting me to be like them
So I’d get drunk and chase you around
But I wasn’t like that .
Your name itself is *wonderful*
That it echoes through my soul
While your beautifully carved teeth is also wonderful
That I dreamt of each night
While in thought of your gallant steps.
I only pretend I don’t miss you
Because your ego kills me
But vividly my heart reminds me of you
And making me vulnerable to write this ,
With eyes full of tears I’ve penned this down.
I hope she gat this message….
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